How do you make your clothing choices, and what is it that shapes your decisions?

The most fundamental thing that guides me while choosing my outfit before going out is camouflaging my body. How can I look thinner, or how can I cover the parts of me that I consider to be 'too large'? At its core, that’s what it's about for me. Other than that, it’s a matter of being 'too much' or not being able to be 'enough'.

Have you thought about why this has emerged? In your opinion, what is the root cause of gravitating in this direction?

I think the biggest reason is that we all have an ideal body type in our minds. This could be the ideal body in the eyes of our family, or the ideal body in the eyes of society. In fact, even if people don’t say anything out loud, when you have such anxiety and wear something that accentuates your curves, you might think everyone is looking and judging you deep down—even if no one actually cares. The root of this is, of course, our own anxieties on one hand, but at the foundation of these anxieties are the judgmental gazes and comments we've seen from social media, society, and our families.